Just Friends

I have been restraining from posting my intimate feelings and facts concerning what has been going on with me and my former fiancé out of respect for privacy and I will continue to after this post as well. I feel that these things don't need to be broad cast to the world but I am open to talk with people about them in a one on one setting.

So whats makes today different? Out of the past 3 1/2 months why am I typing this right now instead of sticking to the game plan of not "putting it on air". I guess its resolve. After a talk this evening we decided to be just "friends" officially. I am happy and pleased that God would allow us to reach this point knowing full on that she has the worldly right to never speak to me again. I have faith that what ever God has in store for our lives is best. If God intended for us to be together for ever as husband and wife then we will be. Perhaps during this time of separation some preparation,sanctification, growth, and transformation will take place in both of us. So that we could be comfortable being who we are with each other. But there is always the possibility that God's intent was only to allow us to be together for a season of our lives.

If the later is true, I regret nothing we ever did but will try to learn from the mistakes made while cherishing and holding dear all the wonderful times we had. And if our relationship is meant to be, then I know it would be stronger, having gone through this, than it ever was before. It would be firmly founded on the Rock of Jesus instead of the sands of the world.