I don't want to be that guy you see in the movies who's too busy for his own family. You know him, he means well but he always misses his son's karate belt ceremonies. Then tries to make up for it by fighting random mail men and mafioso Santa Clawses for a little red action figure, then be forced to pilot a faulty jet pack in order to save his kid from a deranged maniac with a giant brain.
Its hard man. Its hard when you have these expectations to live up to. People want you to be good at what you do, they want you to blow them away. So now I'm sitting at my computer till the wee hours of the morning stressin, trying to make some thing look more amazing than I can. Don't get me wrong, I love the push to be better but some times I need to just relax and do some thing for fun(design or life wise). I think that's one reason why I made this blog; to do something for myself by sharing with the people I'm "too busy for". I do have lots of friends and family but we don't always have time to just kick it and I think this may be a good way for us to stay connected. Plus its a nice way to keep track of what I'm thinking and experiencing.
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